This post is just a notice that I’ll be going on vacation starting tomorrow and won’t be posting again until Sunday, July 17th. I truly appreciate all of you that reguraly read my posts. As always thank you for reading and give me any ideas for posts that you would like to see from me. … Continue reading Vacation
It’s been a difficult year for me, and all of my family, with the various losses that we’ve all faced. I’ve lost 2/4 of my grandparents this year, my dad has started showing his own age, and my best friend has had many suicidal ideations and attempts in the last several months; it doesn’t need … Continue reading Life Insanity
It’s been such a difficult time with everyone that I’ve lost in the last months, but this change is stabbing at me all the time now. I know you have your reasons and I need to respect that; it doesn’t make it any harder. It’s hard when one second you tell me you are trying … Continue reading Hardest Night in Years (TW: Self-Harm)
I’m not someone that has always been deeply involved in politics, but I definitely have leaned to the left ever since I understood what the different sides were and what they stood for. While I recognize that Trump was not a true republican, he was still on the right and pushing for policies I disagree … Continue reading “Talk about your thoughts on Donald Trump.”
If I had to decide a person to win 50k from something I won, I would definitely, while it sounds cheesy, give that money to my father. My family has never been well off and my parents have been divorced since I was 3 years old and while my mother had legal custody, it was … Continue reading “You won 50k and have to give it away. Who would you give it to and why?”
When I was 5 years old, I started kindergarten and I was the quiet kid that didn’t speak much. I hadn’t been to pre-school and I had never been much of a talker even at home; I only really talked to my dad and when I was really talkative my sister. I was the kid … Continue reading Letter to an Old Friend
I’ve been having numerous nightmares over the last several months about losing different people. It’s mostly been between my best friend and my father, but they’ve been incredibly vivid and terrifying to think about when I wake up from them. Even my cat, who’s always in tune with my emotions, will start kneading on me … Continue reading Nightmares
Some mornings I wake up from a nightmare taking several minutes before I become aware. I come to my senses still with a tremor coming from the nightmare as an aggressor. This terror can last for hours or the whole day, but it’s always impossible to make go away. These last few months there’s always … Continue reading Fading
I find the saying “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” to be very discriminatory and problematic in the way it’s phrased. I understand that every person can be beautiful to another person when it comes to attraction in relationships, but there are humans out there are not due to their insides not being … Continue reading What is beauty in people?
Dad, The older I get, the more respect I have for you and what you did to try and protect, and help me, while I was growing up in a way my sisters didn’t have. You made sure never to talk bad about my mother when I was growing up even though she was causing … Continue reading Re: Daily Page – Write a letter to someone you respect and let them know why.
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