I used to struggle with life. I wanted to end it when things got hard. I used to need help getting through each day. I needed comfort from those around me in order to cope with life. Now, I’m scared of death. I don’t ever want it all to end or get harder. I can’t … Continue reading I’m struggling….
I let myself go from the happiness I had some time ago. At one time I was filled with joy, not unlike a newly young boy. Lately I have let fear win instead of thinking of what I hold dear. I just started getting help instead of letting myself just cry out and yelp. My … Continue reading Enough is Enough
I thought I knew what it meant as I grew each day I live is one less to give My place was there in that house I care I was to stay with them to flow from the same stem I had few friends who are here that I hold quite this dear … Continue reading Home
Our meeting was one way My life has been, what can I say? They can make my day or life or cut through it with a knife When they’re happy, I am When they’re not, neither am I They’re new to me but I can see They haven’t told it all but they’ve … Continue reading How I see them
I’ve spent too much time committing the same crime I don’t know how to stop to help me to the top My confidence stays low even as I start to glow I’m not saying I don’t try, but everyday I still cry Each day is more of a chore it hits me at … Continue reading Confidence
Laying on this bed Thinking of why I fled from the one I now love. We fit almost too well; It’s scary how hard I fell; I fell fast. We met not long ago; Now I have this glow everywhere I go. For the first time, I feel in my prime like … Continue reading Poem 1/21/16
I know I shouldn’t; I shouldn’t compare, But It came to mind. All the difference. One was distant; One is always close. One was closed; One is open. One sped my heart; One slows it to peace. One focused on nothing; One focuses on the important. One pushed me away; One holds me close. And … Continue reading The New
Prompt – Talk about love. Where do you feel it most these days? For me, this question can be answered easily right now. This is seen most for me from all the friends I’ve made in marching band at college. Although I don’t know everyone in the group with me since there’s 250+ members, everyone I … Continue reading Re: Daily Page (Part 2)
Prompt – What’s one thing you wish you could change about yourself? The first prompt from The DailyPage is “What’s one thing you wish you could change about yourself?” For me, that’s an easy question to answer right now. I want to change my lack of communication abilities. I talk a lot now, but I … Continue reading Re: Daily Page (Part 1)
I don’t understand Its all confusing me Not like I thought it’d be One day I’m fine The next its over I want to take cover I still am breaking As I sit here thinking About fixing or ending I’m getting mixed signals We say it’s over But is that true We just laid together … Continue reading Poem Rant
My Life Story 