Throughout my childhood, I spent 8 years where I lived with my grandparents more than with anyone else; this was after my parent’s divorce when I was 3 years old. During those years, my grandmother became my mom in a way and as I look back on that, I realize that every time I was … Continue reading Old Memories
Background My best friend is someone that I’ve known online for the past 16 years, but the story is very long and complex. At this point, they now know everything about me compared to anyone else, but it took a long way to get there. I’ve had multiple, what I can only call psychic, dreams … Continue reading Psychic Dream History Pt 1
What are you most proud of in your life? Throughout my life, I’ve been taught not to feel pride on a strong level. It was taught to me that being prideful can mean being overconfident and that’s how my dad taught me as I was growing up. Even so, he always told me when he … Continue reading Proud (TW:Suicide/Self-harm)
What principles define how you live? I’ve had a lot of struggles throughout my life, but the biggest struggle has definitely been the battle within myself. I haven’t been the best person throughout my life thus far and spent the first 25 years of my life treating people in ways that were manipulative and wrong. … Continue reading My Life Principles
What’s something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail. I’m not someone that wants a bunch of kids, a lucrative career, or even a lot of attention from other people; I just want to be able to engage in my biggest special interest. I have a few special interests, but the biggest … Continue reading My Dream
Your life without a computer: what does it look like? I won’t lie to anyone, I am definitely a person that has an unhealthy addiction with technology in general. I spend so much of my leisure time on technology, especially my computer, when I’m at home because all my gaming, interaction with friends in other … Continue reading No Computer
How do you celebrate holidays? Some holidays in my family have more importance than others, but we’ve always been a family that got together for everything. We would celebrate birthdays (no matter the age), Easter, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and all federal holidays in person with each other growing up. On Easter and Christmas Eve, there were … Continue reading Holiday Celebration
I’m not someone that values appearance in terms of my home or the idea that we need to live in nice neighborhoods to have meaningfull relationships. I’ve lived in 10 different rented spaces during my childhood because of financial struggles from my family’s decisions and I’ve noticed that my happiness didn’t change based on the … Continue reading Ideal Home
Was today typical? This day has only just began for me, but it’s hard to say if it will be typical. It will have work the same as other days, but hopefully some things will be different. I’m supposed to get some things in the mail as a package which would be very nice for … Continue reading Today
How would you describe yourself to someone? I feel like my personality isn’t something I understand at all these days. At 26 years old, I’m just now learning that my personality has been a combination of me using my trauma responses as my personality; I’m still learning and am about to hit full brain development. … Continue reading Myself
My Life Story 