Dear myself 3 years ago,
I understand what you’re dealing with, but you’ll survive. Obviously, you’ll last after it’s over. The pain you’re dealing with will become easier.
The tool near you doesn’t have to be a tool of pain anymore. The blood around you can be erased from everyone else’s worries.
Don’t worry about what others think of you. Don’t think about the problems that caused it. Take it one day at a time. Take all the time you need to recover. In the end it’ll work.
Every drop of blood that’s there isn’t something that shows your weakness. It’s the strength you have inside of you that you’re ignoring.
The scabs can be healed and the blood will be erased.
Use this as a way to learn from your mistakes and move on. I know it’s possible; I did it. Just keep your memories lighter, even about this; I know that seems impossible.
From, Yourself at 17 & 1/2 years old.
Anyone whose dealt with this before will understand what I’m talking about. I’m sorry to anyone that can relate to it and be grateful if you aren’t.
I’m quite thankful to have recovered from it myself.