This is a poem I wrote a little of, and is just a way of me venting my current life situation, while I was on break at work today. I hope someone sees it and remembers that they aren’t alone out there. Everyone is going through something, but we don’t always see that. I hope to improve this poem and expand on it over time, but for now, I wanted to share the first draft as is.
Thank you and I’m looking forward to posting more throughout the year as my life gets back on track.
Now for Dark Cloud..
I feel like my days blend together now
I cannot remember how
But there is a never ending dark cloud
I want help, but it feels like I’m not allowed
Life has been hard to grasp alone
Losing almost everyone that I’ve known
My family that I love is all getting sick
And losing my best friend way too quick
My dad is getting older and fragile
While my grandparents health is becoming abysmal
My best friend has planned their own death
All I see in my dreams is their last breath
I’m trying to get good help again
But I’m not sure when,
Or if, everything will be alright
Though I know it won’t be overnight
I hope they all find their peace
Even if my own pain will increase
Losing them all is hard to hear
This heart can only take so much wear and tear