As time continues to pass
I get more and more afraid of it.
Each and every day/ Whenever I’m with you
I hope for the best.
I want us to last forever,
but is that realistic?
I’ve been with people before/ twice now
but never like this/we’re really close.
You and me had a burdensome start;
I can never make up for it/I’ll try.
I hope you understand this fact:
I do love you, age or not
I don’t give a damn about that.
But will it last?
I’m prone to disaster/I’m learning.
I hurt those I love;
I cause damage to those that care.
I fear this every day:
Will it be the last day this lasts?
You tell me I’m safe/that you won’t leave
but what do i trust?
old habits/ new trusted honesty?
Habits are hard to break/Fact.
I love you/Fact.
I want to do this:
In order to help us last.
You’ve done a lot/you don’t realize.
I hope you understand this…:
I don’t want to hurt you;
I can’t avoid that dreadful fact;
It scares me to no end.
Do you love me the same way?
I have a hard past…:
My parents taught me:
……..Be strong/Be Independent/Don’t Rely…..
It’s all i truly know/ All i’ve ever known.
I know you say you do, i’m scared.
I know I trust you, but it hurts.
You’re my best friend;
You’re the one I love.
We’re young in age,
but old in our hearts.
I owe you so much/more than i can say.
I hope you understand someday
…how much you mean to me../how much you mean..