Loss is a difficult subject for me right now. I constantly feel a dark cloud floating above me starting a few months ago that seems to either be a warning or preparing me for more darkness yet to come. I thought this year was going to be an improvement over the last 2, but after the news I keep recieving, I’m convinced that isn’t going to be true. It’s already starting out to be a painful year in 2022.
This past year, I lost my grandfather who, while a very stubborn old man, is someone that I know would’ve helped any of us in any way he could if needed. This coming year, 2/3 of my other grandparents aren’t doing well, my dad isn’t doing well, and my best friend only has a few months left on this earth. It’s been a terrifying start to the year and I’m not sure yet how I’m going to get through all of this.