How I Let Go

Every moment
The last couple years
I spent with them
At my side

Getting over it hurts
It goes day by day
Some are painful
Others are clear

Until today
Was up all night
I feel much better
Went time without thinking

I’ve never done that
Not since it ended
How should i feel
About my own mind

I felt better today
Even with no sleep
Things feel clearer
Found something i need

I looked up and felt ok
Stared high at the sun
For the first time in months
Ignored them without pain

How did it change quickly
Pain to this strange calm
Not saying i forget
I never can do that

I don’t regret it
I learned so much
I changed enough
I grew better for it

A part of me is theirs
It always will be, but
Im learning something
I can move on

Im gaining feelings
In my cloud of pain
I didn’t notice it at first
It was pointed out

I always am oblivious
To these new things

Thanks to the old
I will never forget you

Looking forward to the new
Im ready to learn now